The past few weeks have been very stressful on myself as well as my family.

I've been busy focussing on an art contest as well as stressing over a term paper, without which I would not graduate. It (the contest not paper )required so much help from that I can't thank her enough.

At the vocational school I attend, something has shifted in how the teacher and I see things. When I was once one of the star students he would give a lot of jobs to I am now someone he hardly glances at. Giving away important jobs to other students and rarely giving me anything to work on. It's really frustrating to me because I don't really understand what happened.

My dad had to go to see a heart doctor and had to participate in a stress test in which he failed. They are still undecided on how bad it is and they want to have someone with more expertise to look at him before they take any action.

I was complaining about all of this to my friends at school and someone said that it just means that something really amazing is waiting down the road, and I hope it's not selfish to say I can't really wait for it to show itself.

I didn't even realize that I've reached my 5,000th hit and that makes me very, very happy. I can't guarantee that i will be posting up a lot of stuff but i will try to be more active.

is going to be posting up a new picture soon of Tom Riddle and Harry Potter in a famous vocaloid pose. I really think it's amazing so as soon as she posts it, I will put the link on here.

i'm taking a break, there are so many personal things going on and i'm so stressed out about them. the one person who should be helping me the most isn't doing anything to help me, so i don't know what to do except have a bit of alone time and try work thru all of this alone, i will try to reply to anyone if they have questions or comments but i won't be active other wise.

There's an art contest coming up soon that happens annually, last year i won state with [link] as well as a $150 scholarship.

I've been told that a local bank has donated 3 scholarships of $5,000 this year and i'm so nervous. i have a few photos picked out that i'm for-sure entering, but i would love if any of you would suggest a picture of mine that you think is extra special or beautiful. thank you so much!

beware of the possible tidal-wave of pics coming; i went to the zoo today and i have a lot of pics that i'm turning out to be pretty proud of; including the local zoo's illusive tiger and snow leopard!

After being on this site for almost three years now, there are a lot of words i see that people abuse and it really bothers me. the biggest one i see is 'love'. a lot of people here have absolutely no respect for that word at all and it really ticks me off when i see someone gushing about how they love someone they've never met just because they've seen a pretty picture! I don't have a problem when someone is complementing a picture and use the word but i find it completely inappropriate to say the phrase 'i love you'.
this isn't random, i swear, something just recently happened that brought it up and it really hurt me personally.


sorry for the drama, i just felt like i had to say it.